So with 486 calories to my name today, it is fairly decent. I've just got out of the pool after doing 100 laps and 90 squats. Also with a 30 minute walk to the lake. There is a lot of room for improvement but it's a start. I just need to remember what a good feeling this gives me when I get off track again.
I've just started reading a new book on anorexia to use as thinspiration. Working well I'm hoping it will keep me in line.
Anorexia...everything about it, even if it's used a negative way, is an Thinspiration to me. I would love to read the books like Wintergirls (or without s?) or Wasted or any other if any recommendations (?), but my Mum would actually see it. If...well, I won't risk it. She already thinks I know too much about eating disorders, but I knew a lot even before I got ill. So she really doesn't need to worry...
ReplyDeleteOh, my God! I'm just talking about ME and being selfish. Before I end this, I'd like to tell you that I have a blog, but am too busy to write. Or I pretend to, because I thought I had deleted it once, but I hadn't, and now I'm afraid Mum'll see it. Iiik! But give me a wink, and I'll keep you updated.
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DeleteWhat's the new book called? I could use some Thinspo as well. It's so bloody difficult to stay on track...
ReplyDeleteKeep up the good work, tho!
Your workout sounds awesome!
XOXO