I was going so well until this afternoon.
Total calories for today as around 918. Fuck me, i'm sposed to be doing good. I've gained since last weeks weigh in, can't quite remember how much I was last week but I do know it's more this week.
I hate being this fat. I am just so disgusted, even just sitting here typing this with my arm resting on my stomach is revolting me wanting me to just die. I hate it. I hate it so much.
hey im new to blogging but ive been reading ur blog, just wanted to tell u Dont give up ! :) remember tomorrow's a new day and ur strong i believe in you.. youre the one who's in control keep that in mind you can do it
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